MADNESS- The Life

Can we listen?
Can we see?
Can we feel?
The light which has darkened
Deep and mysterious as a sea
Within you and me quite and genteel.

It had born.
It is growing.
It will end.
Came as a sweetcorn.
Growth continuously narrowing.
But its unconscious fear will never end.

Accept it?
Deny it?
Or let it go?
We deny humanity by accepting it,
We accept being a fool by denying it,
And we become god if we 'let it go!'

Yes! That's how we live,
That's why we die,
That's what makes 'the death'
More meaningful than 'life'.

The meaning of happiness is not alive.
The deep-silent sadness is visible in every single eye.
Whether we 'accept it', 'deny it' or 'let it go',
The Madness within us will always grow.

We don't Exist within Us.

It is very unhappy, but too late to be helped, the discovery we have made that we exist. That discovery is called Fall of Man.
- Emerson, "Experience"



The very first ‘I’
And the very first ‘we’ after ‘I’
Both of them as a human being
Didn’t exist and still can’t be seen.

He made us, to him we belong
Humanity is his child
He has been nurturing us, as a father, from so long.
We have been killed
By ourselves,
Why have we given a ‘self’
When we don’t even belong to ourselves?

I have faith in him
But ‘I’ belong to myself
Everything is given by him
But the rights and wrongs are of myself.
How fake you are when you pray
And when you blame him.
How selfish you are when you pray
And you thank him.
How could he be blamed or thanked
When he gave you everything by giving you a ‘self’?

We mislead ourselves
By saying we believe in this or that.
We should not believe in this or that
But in our inner selves.
Instead of reading holy texts
Read yourself first
Which itself is a holy text.
If you juxtapose,
Compare and contrast
Every action and decision of yours
You will feel closer
To him and much faster
You will grow.

To Be A Human - Fortunate or Unfortunate?

Everything seems right,
Everything seems perfect,
Dreams seems always bright,
Hopes in eyes will always reflect,
I am with you, and
You will never leave me.
Why then sometimes I pretend
That I am alone? “I am alone”.

Confident and aim oriented
I am and will always be
In search of satisfaction, indeed
Craving, dieing and struggling to see,
To experience the intrinsic pleasure,
To understand the truth of being
And to release the extreme pressure
Of being alone and of being a human being.

This fact I can’t deny,
This fact of being a human being.
This fact that I am from a race
Which has created histories,
Which has conquered earth and sky,
Which has superior the non-human beings
And has won in every race
By submitting to eternal miseries.

In Search - You, Me and Everything

A place that is undefined
Is your Heart.
A place that is not reached
Is others Heart.
A thing that is untouched
Is your Soul.
A thing that is never born
Is others Soul.

Heart and Soul
Makes you and me.
But still so different
And still so mean.
You define me
And I define others
All other together
Defines every single thing.

LIFE

“Once again life has gained,
Another point in giving me pain.
But my body and soul’s strength has regained,
And I will not let it happen again.

Let the storms destroy,
Let the fire burn.
They are against endless sky
And nurturing nature’s turn.”

Conscious of successful world,
Is similar to what I said,
Whom they are fooling?
I’ll cry, “there own self”, “ there own self”..!!

One is strong, if he kills his feelings,
And live as a dead.
By following society's norms
And by burning his intellect.

One’s ambitions are nothing
But result of the civilization
Where we experience, we suffer and we learn
By forgetting our emotions,
By letting fire make metal strong.

The more strong you perceive you are
The weaker you become by heart.
A successful man is hollow inside,
With lost soul and emotions aside.

So let me re-write the words again,
“Once again I have learned
Another lesson from Man’s experience.
The more I will experience,
The more I will learn,
By learning more I can understand the world and my soul.”

Life is a journey
Sometimes straight and sometimes turned
Where you have to see and you have to learn,
Everything happens to enlighten you,
Everything leads to A WAY TO TRUTH.

But we ‘the Human’ never realize,
We end up being sorrow and we end up crying,
Blaming that it is fated and we have to fight,
But no one realize the truth
That IT IS LIFE.

I am searching MYSELF, please come to me..!!

Needs, wants and desires,
Burning you and me like fire.
But deep inside the feeling
‘I’ am feeling
Why only ‘I’?
Why I and only I?

You are known
Of the ‘I’ you belong.
The suffering, the pain, the wounds
Is of that ‘I’ you belong.
Same are the feelings
Of ‘I’ies around you.
Understand it
They could be one of you.

‘My’ needs, ‘My’ wants and ‘My’ desires,
Are tiny and narrow
To ‘our’ needs, ‘our’ wants and ‘our’ desires.
Like a bereft arrow
In shadows and unstoppable flows
Cutting every single throat.
Protect yourself and learn this war,
Or we’ll be distant and far.

I want to simplify
This ‘I’
Juxtapose it with surrounded ‘I’ies
And got only one single reply,
I am still searching you,
I am still learning you.

Shall I desire for Myself
And kill the rest’s?
Or live for the Rest
And kill myself?
Ohh it’s scratching me, it’s burning me.
I am searching you Myself,
Please come to Me..!!